Apartment showings … continued

My Landlord just called me and said that the apartment will probably be rented out for June 1st tonight. :) He has one more appointment, which I think is a second showing. I’m not surprised that the apartment has had so much interest. I’m relieved that we won’t have to go through all the contracts and legal stuff, and I’m happy that I will be getting my damage deposit back as well (which will go straight into my Emergency Fund).

Such a relief!

I don’t know why I stress myself out all the time. Stressed about the apartment, the car, trying to save up enough money, etc. I always get all panicked about worst-case scenarios, and then everything ends up working out in the end. And when I’m super stressed, I’m really not very pleasant to be around. At all. Especially because I’m a naturally stubborn person, and when I’m stressed I become totally irrational about a lot of things. Which is hard because while BF doesn’t usually stress about things (he’s always the one calming me down), he’s also ridiculously stubborn – way more than me. It’s funny to look back on our “conversations,” because when 2 stubborn people are trying to work out a situation together (and one of those 2 people is me), it’s not going to be pretty.